Thursday, February 12, 2009

things that just happened.

1. I just got moved from my high school to an elementary school, completely out of the blue, to start Monday. This is otherwise known as, "I lost my job." It was a numbers thing, they said, nothing personal or anything. So why do I feel like I'm going through the worst break-up I've ever gone through in my entire life? My heart is BREAKING. I don't even have words to describe how fucking miserable I am and how unfair this seems, after alllll the work and hours and time and toil and late nights and early mornings and EVERYTHING after EVERYTHING... after I FELL IN FUCKING LOVE WITH THOSE KIDS and they became MY REASON FOR LIVING, I'm just supposed to let it go and move on somewhere else just like that with no fucking notice whatsoever? I am a pretty melodramatic person, but nothing has ever, EVER hurt this much in my entire life.

2. Then I got rear-ended.